I am single today because I have not found a woman who deserve me I am looking for my lifetime partner my best friend and hopefully our souls Connect on a higher level. I am looking for a woman that is very spiritual funny down to earth open minded spontaneous laid back in outgoing I'm looking for a woman that knows how to communicate well I enjoy a woman who knows how to love and I know the meaning of it a woman who love to live in enjoying life. I need a woman that will be honest faithful loyal in very family oriented because I'm very family oriented. As for me I am a very down to earth open minded romantic soft spoken outgoing and I have a beautiful sense of humor I often reflect on how much triumph I went through in 2014. So many deaths around me that i couldn't brace myself to go to another funeral. I had a feeling of loneliness that felt unbearable. I did some self-healing and instead of asking God "Why" I followed his path and maintained celibacy for months, didn't date anyone for months, and got more spiritually involved with the higher power. I now realize all those times i felt alone he was with me, holding me up and keeping me focused. God was my rock!! I realized that sleeping around looking for love will not help you find love in times like this. You can't really love somebody else until you first learn to love yourself and i learn to love myself and I'm so ready to find that special someone that I can grow old with and a woman.